The Courage to go forward ...

He tried calling her number but she wasn't picking up the call , nor was he able to control the anxiety in talking to her , minutes seemed to be hours , and
actually hours passed by  ...
hours became a couple of days.
finally He got a call from the hospital while he had already lost the strength to even get up and think of anything other than her after she went missing for 2 days.

There was Media , friends  and relatives even before he could arrive , questioining his ignorant mind about what happened , He was clueless.
She was raped and thrown out of the cab in which she had been travelling .
The accident has not only killed her physically , the doctor confirmed that the child she was carrying
was also murdered inside .
She had sceamed so much that it all fell on deaf ears , which also made her loose the vocal strength forever.

HE was Petrified .
He was into a paranoia , Just sat back unable to control the tears, He didn't know who it was , He wanted revenge , but also wanted her back ..
He wanted to see his kid , but it has become a dream . Closing his eyes , he rubbed his beard which she loved , and wanted to re live the dream of their journey  from day 1 to
what had happened the previous night when she went missing.

"There was a Glint on the roof from his mobile from under the blanket
which is not surprising in today's world , curious to look at the name of the sender ,
he woke up with a rush .
There are very few elements which will be able to
bring  an instant smile when you have just waken up from a deep sleep ,
but the little beep did little more than just bringing a smile .
It was a cute small text which meant the world to him ,
"Will you Go out with me " , he couldn't resist typing an essay , he was gathering
strength to meet her straight away and pull her closer and share her warmth,
cajole and cushion her before accepting it , but he'd have to travel a good
1000 miles for that.
The emotions came up all at one time & he also had to reply which he hasn't done yet .

He woke up with a rush , he was now in tune with the reality ,
the memory of what happened 5 years back was still afresh that he doesn't
stop thinking of it , but though he was muffled , the cold air of old thoughts kept flowing into the mind ,
he was in for it.

After living in a relationship for 5 years , She gave out a similar question the
previous night , "Will you marry me" .  This time  he was skeptical , he wasn't sure about taking it forward.

He looked all groggy and haggard , there was desolate in going to work , his mind was preoccupied , :should i take the call" , "She is a nice women",
his voice kept repeating it to himself.  Let me hold her hands and look into her eyes and say okay ."

There were Little drops of dew, sliding  down his  cheek as the doctor's hand held his shoulders.
The doctor said , She had opened up her eyes . He walked in with a guilt that he couldn't take care of her , while he had already made a few steps towards her , she was waiting with
a letter which she had written to him . " This is over , you'd not want me anymore" .
It killed him even more than whatever happened , He'd never imagined of leaving her .
Holding her hands , he begun -

"The surprises we share never ceases , though the secrets cease to exist !
The bond gets stronger like a molten piece of frozen Ice,
The bewilderment in looking into your eyes still makes me skip a beat.

No relationship goes on smoothly like a slow ride on a streamless water , It is about finding the same traveller while you're
fighting your way against the stream. That is when you hold hands and there is a strong bond established through the heart.

The ride we've been through has given us the adrenaline rush , the lucid dream will definietly have to cross a few hindrances , like a water
hitting against the rock only to shape it up .

Let me promise you , the journey is just about to begin after 5 years of warming up ,
and you see it''ll all be good when vision of the four eyes and 2 hearts become one ".

The pain need not necessarily cease if the courage to go forward is above it. .

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